About me

Hello, reader. This blog offers a glimpse into who I am, after years of grappling with a deep, overwhelming sense of confusion. While others my age seemed to flow easily through life, I found myself constantly lost in thought, overanalyzing every detail, struggling to connect on a deeper emotional level. I became consumed by this internal complexity and chose to retreat from the world.

But now, I’ve decided to break free from the shadows of self-doubt. I’m embracing my imperfections, confronting the strange and beautiful complexity of my personality, and starting a journey toward self-acceptance. It’s time to share this with the world and make authentically valuable connections.

1. Let’s talk about career

I am a Software Engineer, Junior + or Middle Level with more than 1 year of experience working in industry, ability to work as a Fullstack Developer, specializing in Backend Engineering with Golang in Zalopay, one of the leading Vietnam’s big-tech companies in the digital wallet sector, within the Fintech domain.

  • Education: Bachelor’s Degree of Honors Program (Advanced Program for the top 40 students) in Computer Science at Bach Khoa University, Ho Chi Minh City. Ranked among the top 10 highest GPAs in the Computer Science faculty during my graduation year, with an approximate GPA of 3.8/4.0.

  • Languages: Experienced and familiar with Golang and JavaScript, have deep understanding about those languages.

  • Techstack: Golang, Java, Python, React, NodeJs, JavaScript, TypeScript, Kafka, Redis, Grafana, MySQL, RESTful API (HTTP API), gRPC API.

  • Architecture & System Design: Mini App Platform Architecture, Microservices, System Design, AWS Cloud, LLM Application.

  • Background knowledge: Have strong background knowledge about Computer Science, ability to apply this knowledge to practice in company products, including: Networking, Operating Systems, DSA, OOP Design.

2. Personality, Enneagram, Attachment Theory, Zodiac?

  1. Personality type (MBTI): Assertive ENFP 5w4, Ne-Te Loop Mode.

  2. Enneagram: mostly 5w4 or 7w8, could be 4w5.

  3. Attachment Theory: Anxious Attachment Style (20% people in the world who feel this way).

  4. Zodiac: I’m a Gemini, and maybe have Venus in Cancer, not sure because I do not know about my born hour.

  5. Human Design: The Manifesting Generator.

3. Strengths & Weaknesses

I am a dreamer, an analytical over-thinker, and an over-achiever, who is constantly striving for growth, whether it’s mental, philosophical, or career development.

  • Strengths:

    • I’m intellectual, philosophical, and enthusiastic who can brings you rich positive energy and inspirations, authentic with my core value.

    • About knowledge, with a broad, horizontal understanding of everything in the world, my curiosity about new experiences helps me keep an open mindset, allowing me to share knowledge in various topics and engage in deep conversations with you — about psychology, science, art, music, hobbies, personal growth developments and emotional problems that you willing share to me too.

    • I’ve been through a lot refections & instropections to deal with my negative feelings in life, which has given me the ability to understand and empathize with you. I’m here to support your growth and accept you as you are, just I want to make you feel comfortable and authentic beside me.

  • Weaknesses:

    • I struggle with procrastination, overthinking too much about perfection and completeness, lack of action-oriented motivations, occasional over-sensitivity, and sometimes over-abstractions but lack of practicality.

    • Tend to overanalyze and control situations logically, characteristic of an ENFP Ne-Te loop.

    • Confidently, I believe in my potential to accomplish anything, yet I often struggle to take the first step and have difficulty sticking to plans that involve repeatable, boring tasks. There are moments when I battle feelings of inadequacy, caught in the grip of self-doubt.

  • What I am learning to better:

    • Control yourself, not others.

    • Do your best, trust the process.

    • There is no right or wrong, only the consequences of our actions. Sometimes relationships end because we should not continue go along the same path, not because one of us is at fault. It’s just a part of life.

4. What is this blog about?

It’s a space where my knowledge and opinions come together, offering perspectives shaped by curiosity, reflection, and the lessons life has taught me. Here, I explore topics including Technology, Philosophy and Psychology.

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